Coming Full Circle

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Welcome to Coming Full Circle: Bringing Closure to a 25-Year Dream in 6 Months. This blog chronicles my journey

to complete the rough draft of It’s All G.O.OD.: A Conscious Co-Creator’s Guide to Healing the Effects of White Supremacy. IAG is the third book in the Reluctant Astrologer’s Journey to Revealing the Magi Mysteries Series.

G.O.D.’s Time is Now My Time

“God plays chess while we play checkers.” —Author Unknown

It’s been said that while we are busy playing checkers, G.O.D. and our guides are playing chess and using us as pawns. At first, the concept of being a pawn was disheartening, but then it became empowering to know I am never alone. When I align myself to the Most High’s most advantageous path, I can miraculously make it to the other side of the board and go from being a pawn to part of the Royal Court.

“I now place my personal will upon the altar. Your will, not my will; Your way, not my way; Your time, not my time–and in the twinkling of an eye it is done!” –Florence Scovel Shinn

Back in 2012, I originally began this blog with a daylight theme and the message below:

I’ve Got Some Nerve!-ous Tension

Greetings Everyone!

Thanks for coming to my blog. Here is where I’ll be sharing and documenting my dream of Kickstarting a 13-Year Dream in 9 Months…

Oh, Oh! Hold on a minute. Here comes that voice in my person’s head again that keeps saying:

Girl, you’ve got some nerve thinking you can write a book! And you said it’s about what? White supremacy, race and gender relations, new age, occult concepts about religion and G.O.D? Girl, you must be craaaazy if you think this is gonna fly! Barking up this tree, you ain’t gonna live to see it get printed.

Okay, okay, thanks for sharing your opinion, but I’ve got a job to do, so if you’d just kindly step to the side and let me handle my business…

11 years later in 2023, the theme switched from daylight with the “sun rising” to nightlight with the “stars shining.” This is symbolic of my journey. At the onset, it was all about me having this GRAND message to share. It was all about “my” timing on when and how things should look and get done. What I know today is that I’m just one star in a constellation of stars in a galaxy! I am never alone and it will never be just about me or my message. I fit into a larger context.

So What Has Changed in 11 Years?

Let me first start by sharing what hasn’t changed. My “person” (that aspect of my Divine Self identified with form & fear) still has some nervous tension around showing up and being seen. Yet, I was inspired after listening to Judy Wilkins-Smith, author of Decoding Your Emotional Blueprint, on a Sounds True podcast. My biggest take away, “…the day that you say yes, I’m willing to be the biggest version of myself is the humblest day of your life. It’s the first day you agree to be responsible for growing the biggest version of your life and it is the first day you are truly in service of the universe and those around you.”

“If you try to be all things to all people, you won’t be anything to anybody.” – Author Unknown

When I started on this journey, I wasn’t clear on who my tribe was. What I know and fully claim today is that I am an astrologer and my message is for the astrologically minded. So while there is something for everyone who made their way to this blog, it’s my tribe of astrologers that will probably resonate with my message the most. From the menu bar, you can learn more about the dreamer (that’s me) and the 25-year dream.

Aligning With Divine Timing

“I will know what I need to know when I need to know it. I will say what I need to say when I need to say it. I will do what I need to do when I need to do it.” –Author Unknown

So much of this 25-Year Journey has unfolded on a need-to-know basis. And each time I surrender to the process, a better version of the vision and “myself” emerges. In the Writing Timeline, you can view the complete history; nevertheless, here are some highlights:

In 2013, the original date to publish It’s All G.O.OD: A Conscious Co-Creator’s Guide to Healing the Effects of White Supremacy got put on hold. During this pause, the idea for the Reluctant Astrologer’s Journey to Revealing the Magi Mysteries book trilogy with an astrology lovers niche was born.

In 2022, CFC’s July 18th launch date got pushed back to July 26th and then July 31st. Astrologically speaking, it turned out to be a more powerful date to launch this blog with Uranus and Mars teaming up with the North Node and Jupiter trine the Sun!

In 2023, CFC pivoted “otra vez” with a RE-launch date of June 21, 2023. Once I got over the initial disappointment, I realized that the 6-Month Countdown starting from June 21st to Jan. 1st. was in perfect alignment with two important dates! For me, 6/21/06 at the temple of the Red Queen in Palenque, Mexico is when the Magi Journey officially began. The transiting north node was conjunct my natal Pluto at 29 degrees Virgo. And on 1/2/99 is when the initial book concept was seeded. All of these pivots are perfect examples of learning to trust and align with divine timing. This constant two steps forward, one step backward dance has helped to build my character and re-assess my values and vision along the way. Thanks joining me on my journey.

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Coming Full Circle Update

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A Life Saving Question From My Guides

“What would life be like if you had no one to impress, nothing to prove, no book you HAD TO write, and no mailing list to expand and uphold?”

This question couldn’t have come at a better time, as Mercury and Venus are both retrograde and assisting us to RE-think and RE-evaluate what really matters in our lives. When I thought and felt into this question, I realized something I HAD NOT seen before.

Since summer began, it hasn’t been unusual for me to spend 10 hours a day categorizing and making sense of all the astrological downloads I’ve been receiving more frequently. This is on top of trying to do the CFC Blog and complete the third book in the Reluctant Astrologer’s Journey to Revealing the Magi Mysteries Series.

The Truth Is…

It’s MORE important for me to organize the vast amount of astrological information into a comprehensive system than it is for me to complete the rough draft right now and it’s MORE important than upholding the CFC blog schedule. I wasn’t able to see this because my person was too busy feeling guilty for not keeping up with a timeline I thought I needed to uphold. By my guides asking me “What If,” I was able to release all my tension and this allowed me to see what else was possible.

Coming Full Circle Blog To Be Backdated

Instead of constantly revamping the CFC timeline, I’ve decided to publish it after it’s completed and use the current 6-Month Countdown timeline backdated from June 21st to Jan. 1st. I will also repurpose it on Substack in segments when the time comes.

CFC Countdown in Seven Phases

“All the world’s a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances, and one man in his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages.”- Shake-speare

If I were to take Shake-speare’s seven ages and break them down into seven planetary phases, there would be two important converging birth dates for this book project. The first birth date is Jan. 2, 1999, when the initial book concept was seeded. The second birth date is June 21, 2006, in the temple of the Red Queen in Palenque, Mexico when the transiting north node was conjunct my natal Pluto at 29 degrees Virgo. Ironically as I write this, transiting Mars is now conjunct my natal Pluto at the same degree.

In the graph below, Jan. 2, 1999, began in the Mercury Phase and June 21, 2006, began in the Mars Phase. Each Planetary Phase has 0-3 (4) Seasons and as you can see, I’m now in the Neptune Phase of this book project. I was trying to complete this book in the Winter/Conception or Spring/Prenatal Season of the Neptune Period. Now I see it will most likely be complete in the Summer/Birth or Fall/Death Season of the Neptune Period.

So What’s Next?

Having this amount of clarity takes a tremendous amount of pressure off of my person and allows me to flow in a way I haven’t been able to in years. With that said, my next step is to focus on the astrological part of this journey. Occasionally, I will post astrological articles on Substack and keep you posted on any updates. Again, thank you for your patience. I hope during this retrograde season, you gain clarity on what matters most in your life and take self-loving steps to manifest it.

A World of Thanks,

DeBorah

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Womb Wisdom Journal- Dec.

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Every MOONday I repost 2012 “Ask Spirit” journal entries grouped by the month. Basically, I ask a question and write down the womb wisdom guidance I receive. To receive weekly updates click here.

DECEMBER ENTRY

12/2/12

Preparing for my Earthday, what revelations and insights and everything nice can you share with me?

It’s your birth-day of peace. You have given birth to peace this day. It’s in your resolve and your heart. You have no-thing to fear, so love is there with you. You can surrender everything, so attachment has left you. What is left in its wake is the beautiful brand of peace that you have born. Peace is the first step in moving forward with guidance and light knowing all things fall in their proper place in time. Trusting divine timing is all that is needed for peace to be born. Your faith has set you free my child. Continue to stay in the light of peace because so many other “yourselves” benefit from this vibration.

Guidance

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Womb Wisdom Journal- Nov.

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NOVEMEBER ENTRY

11/19/12

What beautiful words of inspiration you give to me. I am ever so gracious to have you in my life, guiding me. What words can you give my emotions and mind, water and air, so that they can honor each other and grow stronger together in cooperation?

I have nothing but love for you DeBorah. Love and silent compassion that gives birth to this love is what I have for you. Don’t you see your beauty? Your beauty is in the very concern you have for your mind and emotions coming together. This desire, this craving will lead them both to a place of equanimity. Intensity balanced with serenity leads to your crown being awakened and your love and compassion pouring forth with grace and style. How wonderful the time you live in. Release fear of other’s approval, and fear of death and you are free. Just be in the moment and know that this is more than enough. What people think about you is none of your business. Shine in the glory of your light for no other reason than to fulfill your destiny. You can not be judged by the standards of man. This is a new time so be grateful. Know that there is nothing you can do to “mess up.” You are harmonizing to divine frequencies and will heal yourself naturally. Just surrender to the process.

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CFC Countdown Series Pt. 2- My Life in Saros and Cycles

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CFC Countdown is a series leading up to the publication of It’s All G.O.Ø.D.: A Conscious Co-Creator’s Guide to Healing the Effects of White Supremacy. The series chronicles the pathway across six cities to finally end up in Puerto Escondido as the “purposeful pawn.” To receive weekly updates click here.

If you’ve read any of my books, you would know I’m fond of saying life exists in cycles and cycles. One of the gifts of being a “purposeful pawn” in G.O.D.’s playground is being able to put these cycles into context. This doesn’t happen at first when you are in the throws of the experience. Yet it does happen gradually, mathematically, astrologically, and even astronomically if you pay attention.

BOOK TITLE SUMMARY

Coming Full Circle: Acknowledging the Self, the Struggle, and the Saving Graces of Love was the original book title when I began this journey back in 1999. So much has changed since then. Yet, what hasn’t changed is the power of the number three—the trinity. If I were to take the original book title and break it down into three Saros Cycles it would read something like this:

Saros Cycle #0/1: Ages 0-18: The Self– Seeking to Know Who I Am

Saros Cycle #1/2: Ages 18-36: The Struggle-Standing up for Who I Choose to Bee

Saros Cycle #2/3: Ages 36-54: The Saving Graces of Love-Sharing (and Learning) about Who I’ve Bee-come

SAROS SERIES SUMMARY

First discovered by the Babylonians, a Saros Series is a family of around 72 solar and lunar eclipses that occur every 18 years and have a beginning, middle, and end lasting over a thousand years. My theory is Saros Series are how families of incarnated spirits “Surf the Earth.” In astrologer Bernadette Brady’s classic, comprehensive work, Predictive Astrology: The Eagle and the Lark she states,

“The end of the cycle is when the Series finally produces a tiny partial eclipse approximately 18° behind the nodal axis. This eclipse will occur on the opposite Pole to where the Series started. If the Saros Series was born, or commenced, with a tiny partial eclipse at the North Pole, then it will finish some 1300 years later as a tiny partial eclipse on the South Pole.”

Back to my “Saros Series Surfing” analogy. At sea, each spirit starts at the North or South Pole, waiting in 18-year increments to “Earth Surf” and make their family proud. Each Saros Series family also has their “heyday” and “mayday” surfing across the earth plane, moving in a P.A.T.H. of Partial, Annular, Total, and Hybrid eclipses. Approximately 1300 years later, they “come half circle” ending up at the same starting degree, only on the opposite planetary pole. What a ride!

According to Brady, at any given time there are approximately 42 Saros Series “surfing.” Half start from the North Pole and the other half from the South Pole. The astrology-friendly system Brady uses lists ALL Saros Series as either North or South and between the numbers 1-19. Series with the same number are also labeled Old or New to make further distinctions.

The astronomy-centered Saros-Inex Panorama numbering system NASA uses to identify Saros Series was developed by Van den Bergh in 1955. This numbering system works better for me from a Cardology perspective as I will explain.

According to Brady’s book, the Solar Eclipse before my birthday on Dec. 10, 1970, was:

Saros Series 8 South: Started April 1, 1718, and Ends April 30, 2962

According to NASA, I hail from:

Saros Series 144: Started April 11, 1736, and Ends May 5, 2980 (starts and ends 18 years later)

The number 144 is very important in Cardology because it represents the Ace of Spades—the ancient symbol representing the Magi Mysteries System! Brady’s book Predictive Astrology doesn’t cover the Lunar Eclipse before birth, but I have found this information to also be useful. The Solar and Lunar eclipses before my birthday are listed in the graph below. We’ll cover more on this next time.

To be continued…

CFC Countdown Series

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Womb Wisdom Journal-Oct.

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OCTOBER ENTRY

10/22/12

Today, I need to hear from you. The inner work of getting to the core is quite strong. I would love your guidance in this time of death and rebirth.

This period is not the ending and it’s not the beginning. You are embarking on a journey that has no beginning, middle, or end. It has been here since the beginning of time and will be here for all time, for it IS time, even though there is NO time. Release your struggle in the realization of this. Be in the moment and make it last for all eternity. You have it all without having to search for anything. The day of your destiny is upon you. There is nothing left to do but surrender. Surrender to the cause of that which you came here to experience. My beloved daughter of the light, take magic flight, remembering your Holy connection to ALL THERE IS. Great Mother loves you. Imix is providing your every need and is very near. Just call out to Her and know you are protected.

Guidance

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CFC Countdown Series Pt. 1- The Journey Bee-gins!

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The seed for this “Reluctant Astrologer’s Journey” was initially planted on Jan. 2, 1999. Yet it was the year 2012 in the city of Puerto Escondido when the downloads to revealing the Magi Mysteries really began. Part 1 of this series begins with an infographic that puts the pathway of the journey into context.

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Womb Wisdom Journal- Sept. Pt. 3

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SEPT. ENTRY PT. 3

9/24/12

I am thankful for all that you have taught me and helped me to remember. I am grateful for your love and guidance. You have told me time and time again, just what it is I need to “bee” and focus on. Anything else at this time to further me along?

In my mind, you are perfect. Just living at this time and being conscious of the contract that you came here to fulfill is sheer perfection. So, you may not remember all the details or how the scenes in the play all turn out. So what! That’s what makes it exciting and this great adventure worth having. Look around you! This is a special time. The things you know for sure far outweigh what you don’t quite know. You have sun, you have water, and you have friends that assist you to grow in many, many ways. You have powerful ancestors. You have a healthy body. You have love and you are loved by many. And just because at this time you may not know where or how you will get the money to do what you are destined to do, doesn’t mean you stop living. The more you live fully, the more it doesn’t matter how it comes about. Know that the award has already been won. The journey just entails making your way from the banquet table to receive your reward. So give thanks already.

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Womb Wisdom Journal- Sept. Pt. 2

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SEPT. ENTRIES Pt. 2

9/10/12

The baby birds that have been growing and being nurtured outside the house have finally left the nest and ventured off despite the fear of what will come. What symbolism does that hold for me?

Good sister you tickle me with your greatness. I am telling you this one time again. You have it all when you have love and courage. These two things will alleviate all obstacles. Your love, your courage-fire and emotions. It’s what you came here to express in real-time. Allow the journey to flex and turn, bounce and pulse as needed in Divine Law. G.O.D. flows through you as you become more self-sufficient. Self-sufficiency is a sister’s calling. Not for your “own” glory, but for the glory of G.O.D.’s will, within and without.

9/17/12

Another beautiful day of existence and another opportunity to look clearly at what it is that brings me the most joy. Just what is it that gives my life enough challenge to move forward in growth, yet also supports and comforts my person to not be traumatized, while spreading its wings.

Each progression, when done with love in mind and courage in action can bring you into fuller expression of who you know yourself to be. Remember Dear Heart, this is NOT about right or wrong, but about molding a soul. It’s NOT about success or failure, for who you are is an aspect of G.O.D. energy and failure proof. You are here to experience the game with wonder and trust, knowing it all works out in the end for the one that believes with love in their hearts and wisdom in their soul. You are, you have been, and you always will be, doing just fine my love.

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Womb Wisdom Journal- Sept. Pt. 1

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SEPT. ENTRY Pt. 1

9/3/12

I am delivered when I slow down, seeing my Inner Purpose of being present in eternity with presence as my ultimate goal and experience. I am beginning to see how this leads so naturally to all else that follows.

What a great joy it is to see you blossom. To see you reaching more and more into the darkness and bringing forth more light, more perception. Yes, your time is here. Yet, always remember your true purpose. That purpose is to Be Happy. If no happiness is found in what you are doing or in the present moment, then know you are choosing to believe in the illusion. Worry not. It is just to observe and remember Who You Are. It is the key to life unfolding perfectly for you and all of humanity. We are going together to a new place that has gifts. And the first is to be happy right now.

Love Always

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Bringing Closure to a 25 Yr. Dream in 6 Months

G.O.D.’s Time is Now My Time

So What Has Changed in 11 Years?

Aligning With Divine Timing

A Life Saving Question From My Guides

The Truth Is…

Coming Full Circle Blog To Be Backdated

CFC Countdown in Seven Phases

So What’s Next?

DECEMBER ENTRY

NOVEMEBER ENTRY

BOOK TITLE SUMMARY

SAROS SERIES SUMMARY

OCTOBER ENTRY

SEPT. ENTRY PT. 3

SEPT. ENTRIES Pt. 2

SEPT. ENTRY Pt. 1